Here I am waiting. Waiting for happiness, waiting for belonging, waiting for you. You’ve brought a smile
back to my face at a time where I thought it’d be nearly impossible. I feel safe with you, you make me smile when no one els can, and your much more my time than any other. The fears I have still haunt me, and I want to be with you more than anything els in the world, but I’m afraid. Afraid like any girl would be, I’m scared of getting hurt again, because you mean so much more to me than that other stupid boy did. I just wish I could tell you exactly how I feel without being scared that you don’t feel the same way. I’d love to show you what you mean to me, but I don’t want to try too hard, I don’t want it to look like I care a lot more about you, than you do me… Even though that’s probably the case. You mean so much to me, and in the little 3 months of spending time with you and living your life, I’ve found something to live for. And im falling way too deep, I can tell. But I just want you to know what no matter what happens down the road, I will never, ever forget you and the memories we made & shared, and how those memories made me feel…